Dream dream dream..

Whenever I want you,
All I have to do is dream,
Dream, dream dream.


I'm suffering from sleeping disorder lately, wonder when can I regulate back to my normal sleeping time. Whatever time we people sleep, certainly we human love waking up with sweet dreams, some might not even wanna wake up from that sweet dreams, they wanna 长睡. Those who can't read chinese, it means sleep forever, in order words, mati.

Still don't get the picture of sleep forever? Let me show you.

Ya, something like this.

So, do you know that your sleeping posture determines what your dream is going to be. This is not guaranteed but at least this is what I've experienced, so no harm trying right?

The 1st posture,

With your front facing the bed.

Dream : Nightmare/Weird Dream

The 2nd posture,

Sideway.

Dream: Sweet Dreams/Weird Dreams

The 3rd posture,

With your front facing the ceiling.

Dream: No Dream/Sometimes Sweet Dreams

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To further illustrate you what these three dreams are, you can always click on the link below,

Nightmare. *Here*

Weird. *Here*

Sweet. *Here*

Note: It is not something scary, I promise.

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The last posture,

This is not any ordinary pose.

Note: If you have seen anyone sleeping like this in any part of the room, means you're very lucky.

This is what will happen when you have a friend who promised to share a bed with you, but in the end he occupied almost 3/4 of the bed and snored like a freaking loud pig/cow/machine gun/whatever. Thats when you will sleep like this and got mistaken by your friend, thought it was me that snored like ... I dunno la.

O, you dont know who is he? He is the one who appeared in the nightmare picture.

Try it when you read this and tell me whether it works or not.

Have a nice day.

I was dumb.

Emo o emo.

It tends to strike on me when I have emo songs running on my playlist, lying on my bed, trying really hard to fall asleep. Then, it got me reminiscing. Worth it or not? You decide..

It was love at first sight back then when she hopped towards my bunch of friends. It was the cheerful smile on her face and the attractive appearances got me so hooked up. The shallow me, obviously fell for her appearances.

"Shallow lah you"

Hello, don't come and tell me the reason why you fall for someone is because she/he is good at math/science or she/he isn't afraid of lizards/cockroaches when you first see him/her in person.

Slowly during secondary, I got to know her well along with my results degrading. That was when I knew that she has more than meets the eyes. With her great personality and attitude, I realized that I was falling deeper for her with the hope that we might get together even though she was in a relationship. Could this be love? Wait was what my heart told me to do so back then even though the future doesn't seem to be promising. Soon after, I knew I couldn't back off.

"Fuck her la, just move on"

"Let go Adrian, let go"

"Get a life, Adrian"

"Move on damn it"

"Whats the point of forgoing all the trees in the jungle just because of one tree?"

These were what I mostly heard from my friends when I expressed my sorrow to them. Then the cow me thought to myself, what if she is already the most valuable tree in the jungle, whats the point of letting her go? Hmmmmmm what should I do? That was how I got the name of my blog. Never have I given up on her, I know I was dumb to fall for her. All the while, I must admit, it was just tepuk sebelah tangan.

Almost four years down the road, we strayed further apart, communicate lesser. I have learned to move on but only sooner to leave myself in a dilemma. What if I still think a lot about her if I'm with another girl, wouldn't that be just a replacement? Wouldn't that hurt the girl I'm with. Now, you girls are even more afraid to be together with me huh? Afraid that you will just be another replacement right? Don't worry, don't worry, let me guarantee you that once I've got into a relationship, I'm gonna be very serious and treasure it because I know love is fragile and so does a girl's heart.

Enough of nonsense, so anyway, it was rather dull until recently during Merdeka's eve, a friend of mine asked me whether I still have feelings for her. It really got me thinking..

I was dumb, ya I know, but it is impossible to say ZERO.

Today, I was dumb and I'm still dumb to have the slightest feeling for you. I don't know how far this feeling is gonna take me to, but the least I know is that I still love you as my friend.

It does feel good after I blabbed it all out here.

Have a nice day.

Gayism

Type type type type type!

Yeap, the gayest thing on earth is when you have 2 major assignments due on the same day, which is on the coming thursday and all you have done is just ...

Have a nice day.

My first time

My brother just sent me some pictures to my gmail, I was quite amazed by the pictures but I'm not sure whether he took that picture himself or not. Anyway, enjoy.

Nothing from far but the trees were catching my eyes. How come white colour one, snow ar?!

Woah, frozen tree, not bad not bad

Wooooooot, frozen cherry trees! First time seeing it.

Pretty huh?

Have a nice day.

Selamat Hari Raya

First of all, wishing all my malay friends, one or two, Selamat Hari Raya.

Moving on..

Have I told you lately that I hate jams,
Have I told you there's always cars on the road,
They fill my heart with anger,
Take away all my patience,
Piss my temper, that's what they do.

Blardy hell, damn the jam. The other day I was driving home from Taylor's at around 1-2 in the afternoon when the sun is so so so high up in the sky and was superbly hot.

Trust me, when an Indian says it's hot, it is shit hotttt (Russell Peter).

And all you got is those drivers taking their own sweet time, drive like turtle, causing bumper to bumper crawl. Come on, its not like it is a rainy day and you're going out with your date when you come to meet a jam, you will be shit happy as you can spend more time with her. Yes, I know spending more time with her on your first date might do you good but heck, it is a sunny afternoon and you're driving at merely 50km/h on LDP Highway, please people, drive faster, would you?!

The worst of all, I have someone who-enters-the-car- won't-talk-much-fall-asleep-immediately-and-once-in-awhile- open-his-eyes-to-check-whether-he-has-reach-or-not. Who else? Weng Foo aka Lin Bu. Besides that, the hot weather will tend to make you even sleepier.

That's the reason why I only like to go out after 10 at night, it is so much cooler, less cars on the roads.

That's about it.

Have a nice day.

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Wait,

Wait,

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Wait, don't click X yet.

I have not finished blogging, hehe!

How often do you get to know a singer that able to sing out what you always wanted to express how you feel to the one you love but afraid to do so. I've found mine since 2005, his name is Nicky Lee (李玖哲), he is a Chinese mix Korean. Many of you would not know who he is, let me show you a picture of him.

"Cheh also not handsome one"

Mix blood should be handsome whatttt, why this one like this one! But hey I'm also a mix, just that we are categorized under lousy mix.

Ya indeed we are not handsome, I share something similar with him, both of us is at a stage that it-is-not-that-you're-not-handsome-but-if-you-were-to-slim-down- afew-you-will-look-perfectly-fine. Yeap, that's what we shared!

All in all, he really sing out how/what I feel at times. To all my girlfriends soon to be, ex girlfriend soon to be, listen more to his songs and you will know how I feel.

He had just released his 3rd album yesterday and I have already downloaded it, lousy fan I am but I will get the original one once he has his album releases over here in Malaysia. His 3rd album is titled "Think Too Much"

That reminds me of Angel, not my girlfriend, not my ex also, just my friend, always in her ascent telling me "Haiyah, Adrian, you think too much la"

His song should be probably running in my blog now when you read this line, if it isn't, refresh your browser and enjoy. Remember, don't on it too loud, just listen to it softly.

Okayyy, now you can really click X.

And and and, my dear friend Susan has got a new blog, click on my link and show her some love and support!

Have a nice day.

Ibu ibu..

What? From 2 days a post to 4 days a post to now one week a post, this is so wrong. Okok, I'm sorry, blame my laziness.

Anyway, I realize that my mother's way of communication with me is NAG. Not that I'm complaining but I find it funny at times, probably because we already ran out of topics.

Let me show you a picture of my face, so that it can make my story telling more understandable.

This is me after bathing, ugly I know but that is not the point.

Notice the red dot on my left cheek, itchy handed me went and squeezed the pimple last night.

Just now when I returned home after playing basketball with Foo, while walking into my room, coincidently my mum came out from her room.

Me: Hellooooooooo motherrrrrrrr!
Mum: Aiyoooooooo, itchy handed again go squeeze your pimple again.
Me: Hehe.
Mum: *here comes nagging* I tell you, face very important one, next time interview ppl will see your face one, must take care of your face xiao boy!
Me: Yala yala.
Mum: Next time let me see your face like this again, allowance no need to ask from me, whack you one ar.
Me: What the -____-
Mum: I say real! Not joking.
Me: I think if Chi Wei or Chun Hoong were to be your son, they 3 years no need to ask allowance from you.
Mum: *Walk down angrily*

I will blog afap ok! As frequent as possible.

Have a nice day.