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So long blogspot!

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2008!!!!

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOO!

Merry Christmas! Happy New Year! Whatever

Happy Birthday Susan, soon Ken, soon Stephaine, soon my dear dog Buddy!

Hello everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! All sort of complaints I recieved but hahaha! Im gonna blog, im gonna blog! Stay tune.

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A lil faith

Results were released half an hour ago!

And we all made it! YES! Congrats to all!

At least we dont have to retake any subject! Yay! What a great relief!

Have a nice day!

Ahem!

Where the fuck is all my blogging hype?

It's like every time when I login, getting ready to blog, after awhile I don't feel like writing anymore. How now brown cow?! Maybe its the holiday mood that makes me so so slumber, eat sleep play series go out eat sleep play series go out eat sleep play series go out yada yada yada and I start to ignore my blog, I don't even have the initiative to take pictures with my camera phone and blog!

wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf cannot like thissss adrian goh wee yen!

Anyway you all should know the ongoing musi festival Live & Loud right? *Click*

I went to the Chinese All Stars concert with Hoe, Chris, Foo and Kath at Bukit Kiara Equestrian Park on Sunday. No pictures taken, lazy! Actually got la, a few only. Anyway, the concert is free! We got the tickets for free from someone else, wonder how would those felt if they have purchased their ticket when it first released. Its like, so many people got it for free! almost 3.75/4 of the crowd went for free! Can you believe it? 0.25/4 will only be there if it is not free! We stood so near to the stage! ---, This near, imagine that! ahahah

Here are the list of performers, Zhang Hui Mei (A-Mei) 张惠妹 • Michael Wong 光良 • Fish Leong 梁静茹 • Victor Wong 品冠 • Andrew Tan 陈势安 • Zhang Zhen Yue 张震岳 • Claire Kuo 郭静 • Vincy Chan 泳儿 • Kenny Kwan 关智斌 • Thor Luk • Dominique Choy • Huang Qi Shan and a few ke le feh

That concert lasted for 7 freaking hours from 4-11pm. As usual it started late, around 5:30. Let me tell you the first few performers just sucked, totally! Its a free standing concert but during their performances, it turned out to be a free seating concert on the grass expect for some lame supporters in front. These singers actually kept encouraging the crowd to stand up but you know I know what happened la.

The concert started to heat up when this new male singer from HK came out and sang quiet a few good songs and I thought he was good! Double thumbs up! Later we had Claire Kuo la, Guang Liang la, Pin Guan la, A-mei la, Zhang Zhen Yue and etc etc.

During Zhang Zhen Yue's performance, he didn't even talked much and everyone stood up and got so high about him! The crowd went all crazy I tell you! All crazy screaming, jumping! A-mei came out last with white top, black bra and short black skirt! Super freaking sexyyyyyy and she's already 35!

Bugger I tell you all something, you all must not bring Weng Foo to any concert! He's a stoner, he can just stand there for like 7 hours with his pei face! Seriously damn freaking pei one! -_-_-_-_-_- all the time! You can ask Chris or Enghoe if you don't believe me! I sounded like Rod Stewart after the concert and murni, we went!

Anyway, it's getting late! Blog some other time! Ciao

Have a nice day

Holiday is coming to town.

So about my little secret..

Interested? Let me start telling you all..

Deepavali has come and gone. Hmmm what's my point. What I am trying to say is that this little secret of mine has got something to do with dark people or even black! It can be an object too, as long as it is black in colour. I kinda had this mentality telling me that dark/black means bad, I'm afraid of them.

I'm not trying to be racist here okayyy, just continue reading and you will know.

Long long time ago, I have this takuthitamphobia. I don't know, it will just freak me out. When my mum brought me over to my aunty's house for a hair cut. Imagine when she started cutting my hair and the hair dropped on my hair or any part of my body that can be seen. Omg, I will start to cry and freak out like nobody business, everyone has to start holding me on, pressed on my shoulder so that I could sit tight, not moving because I might end up getting some holes.

Then, my cousins had to start performing cheap magic tricks in front of me to disperse my attention while my aunty cut my hair from the back and at the side, my mum and brother will start calming me down with their hands busy flapping away those hairs. I tell you, my aunty had a hardest time getting my hair cut.

Just when everything looked fine, my uncle walked out to chat along with the others. He has got mustache and bushy beard. Omggg, I went all crying again. Everyone was like, "go back in la you"

Back then, I don't talk much, everyone thought I was a mute comparing to a parrot I am now. I still remembering when my family organized a birthday party for me, they invited some Indian friends over too. It was my birthday and I thought to myself, it would be damn embarrassing if I misbehave in front of them. So, I isolated myself, sitting on a stool around a corner. Everyone thought and afraid that I might be a spastic child when I grow up.

Even my mum was like "si lo, bu zhi dao shi bu shi bu hui jiang hua liao" meaning "die lo, don't know whether my son can talk or not"

Very supportive, mummy, thanks! -__-

Therefore, back then I hated Indians because of this reason, I hated to go out, afraid to see Indians. You all can start laughing at me. Yes, damn sissy la.

But that was when I was around kindergarten age la ok! Stop laughing! Now, Indians also I whack! Just kidding la! Just that now I can talk alot even if I'm in front of an Indian,

Or even someone as bushy as him, and as dai dam as him, Saddam he is!

Promise to keep secret k?

Have a nice day.

Yippeeeeeeeee

Its overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Will blog very very soon

Have a nice day

Just one more day.

Yes yes, just bear with me one more day and I will start blogging regularly! Pleaseeeeee..

And if you all promise me to be a good reader, I might tell you a secret. A secret that will reveal the sissyness side of adrian goh.

Alright, till then.

Have a nice day.

Oh my finalsss..

I will be having my final exams for the next two weeks, so I'm taking a hiatus! Ok or not? Haha

I might not blog but I might blog, so you can always visit my blog, to test your luck.

Till then,

Have a nice day!

Dream dream dream..

Whenever I want you,
All I have to do is dream,
Dream, dream dream.


I'm suffering from sleeping disorder lately, wonder when can I regulate back to my normal sleeping time. Whatever time we people sleep, certainly we human love waking up with sweet dreams, some might not even wanna wake up from that sweet dreams, they wanna 长睡. Those who can't read chinese, it means sleep forever, in order words, mati.

Still don't get the picture of sleep forever? Let me show you.

Ya, something like this.

So, do you know that your sleeping posture determines what your dream is going to be. This is not guaranteed but at least this is what I've experienced, so no harm trying right?

The 1st posture,

With your front facing the bed.

Dream : Nightmare/Weird Dream

The 2nd posture,

Sideway.

Dream: Sweet Dreams/Weird Dreams

The 3rd posture,

With your front facing the ceiling.

Dream: No Dream/Sometimes Sweet Dreams

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To further illustrate you what these three dreams are, you can always click on the link below,

Nightmare. *Here*

Weird. *Here*

Sweet. *Here*

Note: It is not something scary, I promise.

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The last posture,

This is not any ordinary pose.

Note: If you have seen anyone sleeping like this in any part of the room, means you're very lucky.

This is what will happen when you have a friend who promised to share a bed with you, but in the end he occupied almost 3/4 of the bed and snored like a freaking loud pig/cow/machine gun/whatever. Thats when you will sleep like this and got mistaken by your friend, thought it was me that snored like ... I dunno la.

O, you dont know who is he? He is the one who appeared in the nightmare picture.

Try it when you read this and tell me whether it works or not.

Have a nice day.

I was dumb.

Emo o emo.

It tends to strike on me when I have emo songs running on my playlist, lying on my bed, trying really hard to fall asleep. Then, it got me reminiscing. Worth it or not? You decide..

It was love at first sight back then when she hopped towards my bunch of friends. It was the cheerful smile on her face and the attractive appearances got me so hooked up. The shallow me, obviously fell for her appearances.

"Shallow lah you"

Hello, don't come and tell me the reason why you fall for someone is because she/he is good at math/science or she/he isn't afraid of lizards/cockroaches when you first see him/her in person.

Slowly during secondary, I got to know her well along with my results degrading. That was when I knew that she has more than meets the eyes. With her great personality and attitude, I realized that I was falling deeper for her with the hope that we might get together even though she was in a relationship. Could this be love? Wait was what my heart told me to do so back then even though the future doesn't seem to be promising. Soon after, I knew I couldn't back off.

"Fuck her la, just move on"

"Let go Adrian, let go"

"Get a life, Adrian"

"Move on damn it"

"Whats the point of forgoing all the trees in the jungle just because of one tree?"

These were what I mostly heard from my friends when I expressed my sorrow to them. Then the cow me thought to myself, what if she is already the most valuable tree in the jungle, whats the point of letting her go? Hmmmmmm what should I do? That was how I got the name of my blog. Never have I given up on her, I know I was dumb to fall for her. All the while, I must admit, it was just tepuk sebelah tangan.

Almost four years down the road, we strayed further apart, communicate lesser. I have learned to move on but only sooner to leave myself in a dilemma. What if I still think a lot about her if I'm with another girl, wouldn't that be just a replacement? Wouldn't that hurt the girl I'm with. Now, you girls are even more afraid to be together with me huh? Afraid that you will just be another replacement right? Don't worry, don't worry, let me guarantee you that once I've got into a relationship, I'm gonna be very serious and treasure it because I know love is fragile and so does a girl's heart.

Enough of nonsense, so anyway, it was rather dull until recently during Merdeka's eve, a friend of mine asked me whether I still have feelings for her. It really got me thinking..

I was dumb, ya I know, but it is impossible to say ZERO.

Today, I was dumb and I'm still dumb to have the slightest feeling for you. I don't know how far this feeling is gonna take me to, but the least I know is that I still love you as my friend.

It does feel good after I blabbed it all out here.

Have a nice day.